8 months

this link was also posted on my FB. hindi ko ‘to kinaya pagpasok ko sa jamaican kanina..

sabay kami natulog ni boyplen kagabi, nah were not living together, were just sleeping at the same time -super explain!? but in all honesty ayoko pa matulog kahit super antok na ‘ko. ayoko kasi dumating yung ngayon. but im no superhero. wala akong powers para patigilin ang oras. baka nga kahit hilingin ko yun sa mamang may balbas na nakatira sa loob ng lampara eh hindi niya rin ma-grant ang request ko. & little did i know i already fell asleep. i was awakened by a text msg from bebe ko the next morning. msg alert courtesy of miggy!

ang aga namin nagising in fairness, not the usual time i get up from bed. in between breakfast & shower i felt sad. this was the dreaded day & i so hate it. my knees was trembling while i was waiting for him to pick me up. i mustered enough courage not to cry, lotsa struggles to cover up the sadness i felt inside. we held hands on our way to the airport.

we both agreed that i will just drop him off then i’ll go back home na. iwas dramarama para hindi agaw eksena.  para narin hindi masyado malungkot ang farewell episode. on the way pa lang kinukulet ko na si boyplen pero mukhang ayaw magpakulet. sabi niya, okay na daw na hinatid ko siya. hindi na siya lalabas ulet pagpasok niya sa departure area. parang any monument nga eh susungitan na ‘ko. but i guess, nagpapakulet lang ang bebe ko..  after he checked in his luggage he went back to me.  lahat ng paalala pinaalala niya. sunduin ko daw siya next year. naglolokohan pa nga kami na baka sa conveyor pa kami magkita, arrival siya tas departure naman ako. pupunitin niya daw yung passport ko kapag nagkataon. LOL! hugssies were shared for the nth time after i left & get in the cab.

nahiya ako kay manong driver dahil naiyak na ‘ko ng tuluyan. i decided not to go home muna. nagpahatid na lang ako sa MOA kahit hindi pa mall hours. i was lurking around when he called. pigil iyak, trying to be strong.  nung nag open na yung mall sakto din ng time of flight niya. pumunta ako sa toy kingdom pero walang effect, luksa mode parin ang beauty ko. parang hindi kaya ng powers ko mag malling kaya i decided na umuwi na lang. i buy some sweet stuffs para kahit man lang paano ma boost up yung happiness ko. then i saw jamaican, i used to have good memories sa reggae house na yun. as i went inside, it’s still bimming with old laughters. but hell no, the music on the air waves really sucks! ♫ just dont wanna be lonely ♫ id rather be loved ♫ i managed to enjoy the old ambiance kahit pa pinaiiyak ako ng sounds nila. & double damn it, pati ba naman news sa broadsheet eh related parin sa shipping lines ni boyplen?! hindi ko na talaga kinaya, i decided na mag take out na lang.

after lunch nag txt na si boyplen. super missed call narin ang drama & i came to realized that im starting to miss him ng sobra. ayoko muna pumasok sa room ko kasi sure fire yun, maiiyak talaga ‘ko ng bonggang bongga.. kaya ko ‘to, kakayanin. an old adage said that time flies so fast, hindi ko na mamamalayan birthday ko na ulit. woot woot! \m/

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